It's been a year

You can call me tamed.
While I hold you in my hand,
Bring your race to shame,
Force you to your knees,
And watch you be in pain.
You can call me harsh.
I just wanna see you bleed.
For the sins of all the others.
That have made me
A dying breed.
You can call me heartless.
But if I didn't have one
I wouldn't care.
Enough to want to hurt you.
And be hurt in return
Just to play fair.
So I'm gonna forget your name.
So I'll care less
When you're gone.
And I won't mix you up
With the others
In vain.
Because I've learned how
To play
The game.

Dovey

So I'm in the same place I've always been.
The same boat, the same problem,
The same old loveybullshit blend.
But it's okay.
They know me here.
And I fall for it everytime.
So I'll let the butterflies flutter
And my heart prepare for break.
Because Ive forced myself into this place
For my own fucking sake.
I fall for your cute lines
And your complimentary texts
You tell me I'm cute, and you want love
Not just sex.
So lock up your shield, light the torches
And bare your teeth, dear.
Because you'll be right where you began.
And they know you damn well here.