Bear twigs

And I realize you're making a distraction.
That in reality you can wait as long as is needed.
That if this were more than just a dream you'd be all I need.
Like that one day, in the air.
When my jeans were a little bit tighter.
And my skin blended in with my hair.
When there was no guilt, or bother.
Because it was just you and me in a cave somewhere
And it's not like that boy is my father.
But I don't listen to him anyway.
When he demands those damn kids go.
I don't mind their absence, really.
I cause myself pain, ya know.
So when it's dark and not lonely and you're whispering to me and you leave scars and I like it
And we are pressed Jean to Jean in the hot sun and there's no smoke in place of vision and nothing to get in our way
Why did you pretend like you had me every day?
I'm gone
I'm gone
I'm gone
It hurts me too.
I'm gone
I'm gone
For long
You mistook me for a fool.
Cause you were what I was after
And I've led us to disaster
Cause I'm bashful quiet not dependent
Not that girl you were left with.

Heidi

Everyone wants
Love
Power
Money
Fame
And to put their ___ in something.
Everyone likes to pretend they feel
Nothing
You only see me
When I try to see you
I listen
To laughter
What they say is true
It takes more than a threat of
Consequence
Cause dodge-able mistakes
Come in odd sequence
So move and freak
And beat the streets
Cause in the end
In this hell
There's no you
It's just me.
So I'm trying and fighting
To laugh in your face
Even though your self tells you
You run this place
Well here's a news flash
Hold on before you break
In this hell
You'll get nothing unless you
Take.